Verbal Rumblings

Weird Stares

2010-04-02T22:14:00.007+08:00

Walked out from the office to the toilet.

The moment I stopped and talk to a colleague at the reception, I received weird stares her. I was so conscious. I realized why she was staring at me ...

This was what I was wearing

Look closer at my tummy ...

I was wearing the lumbar support for my back and the top was a wee bit too body hugging. I looked like I hid a book under my shirt!! 0_0

Muhaha. It was as if I wanted to steal a book from the office. Haha.

Sickness & Health

2010-03-11T10:12:00.000+08:00

Ah Mah was warded into hospital on Saturday. She has complaints about pangs of heart pain. Doctors have given her a heart scan and she was discharged on Tuesday. Doctors have given her a all clear with regards to the heart pain. They have no idea for the cause of the pain. Maybe like what Mummy said the root of her heart pain is due to her disappointment in her son. Nevertheless, I just want Ah Mah to be healthy and happy. The doctors better be 101% sure that there is nothing worrying about Ah Mah’s heart pain. Otherwise, I’ll definitely curse them until there’s no tomorrow.

This is precisely the reason why I do not want to be thousand miles away from my family. I still remember the pain when my paternal grandmother passed away. She has been gone for quite a few years. The memories of her are fading but the love and care she has for me will always stay. I hope she’s happy together with Ye Ye in heaven. J

I should ...

2010-03-02T15:21:00.002+08:00

... wear heels to work everyday.

... try to be a tad bit friendlier.

... try to dress more corporate to work everyday.

... update my resume.

... forward my resume.

... learn to count my blessings and have lesser grants.

... be less temperamental.

I should try to accomplish all the above in 2010. :)

Twenty 0 Ten

2010-02-02T09:55:00.003+08:00

Time really flies. It's 02.02.10. January has came and gone in a whiff. *shrugs*

I need to:
1. Move my arse to update my resume and cover letter.
2. Move my arse to search for job.
3. Move my arse to think if I want to stay here or move away (Melbourne or back home).
4. Move my arse to update this dusty space more.
5. Move my arse ... literally.

2009-11-27T14:41:00.001+08:00

I really suck at this job. I need to find a new job.

Random Thought

2009-11-06T11:49:00.001+08:00

What will my world be like without the ability to see? I cannot imagine what it is going to be like. But I guess it may just simplify my life.

These will be the superficial changes that I can think of:

1. I will not have spent a cent on make up. (For obvious reason, I can’t see to put anything on my face. And I will not have much cared how others see me b’cos I can’t see myself to begin with.)

2. I will not have spent so much money buying all sorts of clothing, dresses, bags and shoes in different styles and colours (As above, I will not have much cared how others see me b’cos I can’t see myself)

3. I will not have spent HEAPS of money on my HK dramas. Maybe I will still b’cos although I can’t watch it I can still hear the conversations. And I guess after all 75% of the time now, I hear TV more than watch it anyway.

3. I will not have so many unrealistic crushes on good looking / hunky / drool worthy guys on the black box!

4. I will not be so fat. (If I can’t see the food I will not be tempted into eating it.)

So much so for being superficial. I guess the strength, independence and determination for those who are visually challenged are amazing. It’s something that I never think I will be able to achieve.

Misery

2009-11-05T15:41:00.000+08:00

My eyelids feel so heavy.

My head feel so heavy.

My nose feels ticklish.

But I just had a Boost Energiser juice, which contains the engergiser booster that contains caffine.

So I conclude … …

I AM SICK!

And not that I am sleepy.

But I can’t wait to go home and sleep the whole night through.

How am I going to drive myself back? It’s times like this when I want someone to drive me back and give me comfort.

Oh well … SUCK IT UP AND LIVE IT!!

It’s just life!

Pizza Mania

2009-10-11T18:19:00.004+08:00

This is how I spent my Saturday night. Endless eating, chatting, laughing and yawning ...

Multi-purpose

2009-10-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

I finally found another use for my prized purchase

It has became my study table. :) Oh how I love my green mahjong table.

Post to Myself

2009-06-03T10:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!
Now that you are a quarter century old.
Happy Birthday to me!
Now that I need to use anti-ageing products.
Happy Birthday to me!
:)

*looking forward to Melbourne trip*

You reap what you sow

2009-02-28T20:38:00.003+08:00

Taken from http://idioms.thefreedictionary.com/You+reap+what+you+sow -

You reap what you sow. also As you sow, so shall you reap. (formal)
something that you say which means everything that happens to you is a result of your own actions

Does that hold true? I like to defer. I do not seem to reap anything off the friendships that I sow. Whenever one say they have problems / trouble / issues / whatever and will like to go out for dinner / drink / movie / whatever I do not think I ever turn you down. So why is it that when I tell you I am stuck at home with people I don't like in the house and ask you to go out. The reply I get is "go where?" ... "if like that I rather rot at my own home" ... 0_0 So much for all the effort put in to maintain the friendship. All that I am worth is I must give a venue or activity before I am worth the thought of leaving the house for ...

I feel like a bucket of cold water is poured over me. To think that I was the one who make sure that the gang of us meet up frequently when I came back to Perth. I don't think the rest of you met up during the 2 years I was away. 0_0. So much for my effort. So much for "you reap what you sow" *bleah*

Randoms

2009-01-24T15:52:00.009+08:00

Lazy Saturday at home. Decided to do a random post on the perfumes I currently have in Perth.

DKNY - Be Delicious

Jennifer Lopez - Still

Chanel - Chance

Issey Miyake - Summer Edition

Tommy Hilfiger - Dreaming

Anna Sui - Flight of Fancy

I am currently aiming for this one

Estee Lauder - White Linen Light Breeze

I almost got that in the airport on my flight back from SG to Perth. But Pat just bought the Dreaming for me. Thought it was abit over the board to buy 2 new perfumes in a trip. All the visits to DFS is causing me a whole perfume collection. Wonder how will I ever finish it. And that's not counting the ones that are currently sitting in Singapore and the Gucci Envy Me that Mummy broke. I still like the Gucci Envy Me.

Update

2009-01-19T15:31:00.003+08:00

December has come and gone in a flash. (To think of it, January is even coming to an end soon)
The frustration and endless work before I leave for Sunny Island was all forgotten once I step foot in Sunny Island.
Still quite firm on wanting to go back Sunny Island for good.
But I learnt not to close my doors.
I will give myself until July to see if I can bear to stay for another year (so that I can renew my PR for the next couple of years)
But all that I can say now is the want to go back to Sunny Island for good this July is still growing strong.
But I guess I am not so resilient as I was in December. At least I am giving 'staying for 2 years' a thought.
We will see how it goes in this next 6-7 months.

It is going to be really tough as Chinese New Year is drawing near.
The last time I did not spend Chinese New Year in Sunny Island was like my first year in Australia. I still remember vividly that I was so miserable that I told myself that I MUST definitely go back for Chinese New Year in the next few summers to come. Which I did. Until now.
I am really regretting choosing to go back during December instead of CNY.
Nevertheless, China trip was good. But at this point of time. The lure of Chinese New Year was far greater. I guess if I could go back in Dec and Jan will be the BOMB!
Sadly I can't and there's freaking nothing I can do about it.

Life sucks and I just have to suck it!

Baby I am coming back to all these ...

2008-12-07T18:46:00.005+08:00

KFC Cheese Fries, Cheese Prata, Chilli Crab, Chicken Rice, MOS Burger, Mushroom Swiss from Burger King, Greenwood Ave Pizza, Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao and many many more ...

And most importantly ...

DADDY & MUMMY & AH MA! *hugs*

Best Purchase of the Year Back-Dated

2008-11-27T21:37:00.006+08:00

The justified purchase that I blogged about months ago ... it looks like that ...

It's green ...

It comes with 3 dice too ...

It has smooth white surface on one side ....

*tada* I bought a mahjong set and table! It's like my entertainment set. All hail to mahjong. Kills so many mindless hours for me. Makes time pass faster towards next July. Thank God for friends who knows how to play mahjong.

Monolague

2008-11-26T06:55:00.002+08:00

The following is a monolague of my brain from 3.00pm to 5.00pm ...

The reason for my misery is cos i am too lazy to use my brains. Lazy to think. Lazy to make decisions. I totally hate it. Phone dropped out. It should. Taking too much space in the shallow pocket. Are all indians weird? Esp those with the indian accent. Nuffang nuffang has come to Australia. Cooking is my passion. I am so bored. The only reason why i may be interested in Mr. A is cos he is the only guy around me. *yawn* Should i go home? I am so tired with nothing to do. *yawn* So stupid. Everyday just sit in the office until 5pm. *yawn* What a waste of my time. I need to learn how to sleep with my eyes open. *yawn* Super tired. 6 hours of sleep is not enough. But the thought of sleeping at 10am makes me feel pathetic and a dash of self-pity for myself. I am 24 and i am sleeping at 10pm everyday so i can go to work and rot. *yawn* *yawn* *yawn* *YAWN* - Mind is BLANK – I realise the Asians here like the name Jayden. So many Australian born Chinese kids have the name Jayden. Why? He seems to be also surfing the net. So i shldn’t really be bothered that i been surfing the net in office rite. *yawn* It’s only freaking 3.20pm now. Still got 1 hour and 40 min before I can even attempt to leave this place. *yawn* I really want to sleep. Should consider hiding in toilet. But hide too long reception will think i got constipation. -_- *y..a..w..n..* How the hell do you stop one from yawning non-stop? It’s freaking crazy to be yawning non-stop and i think i just influenced the one on my left to yawn as well. Time is dragging on. My shoulders feel so tired. I need someone to massage me. Haiz. I think i have read like at least 20 people’s blog and currently i am reading someone’s archives. Unbelievable. There is some hoo ha in the office. No idea what. People waiting walking around. *fart* It’s ok 3.40pm. Another 1 hour 20 min to go. What should the title of this entry be? Monolague? Monolague of a Slacker’s Brain? Monolague of a Psycho’s Brain? I am going to have pancakes for dinner. Cook more and pack as breakfast tomorrow and steam the salmon for Uncle & Ah Ku’s lunch. F*cking sound like housewife. Neck hurts. Back hurts. Think aunty coming liao. Woa piang. Really getting old liao. Last time aunty comes without signs one. Nowadays ... haiz. Time check – 3.55pm. Another 1 hour and 5 min. *dang* SO SLOW. I miss Crystal Jade’s Xiao Long Bao. *slurps* I want to name my kids Yi Xin & Yi Yan. Wheee … Hopefully I dun get 2 boys. *bleah* Girls are always more fun to dress up. More colours too. Pink, Red, Purple, Blue, Orange and EVERYTHING. Checked gmail. Whoooo things to do on facebook. Time check – 4.22pm. Wheeeee … Another miserable 38 min. I am so going to walk out at 5pm SHARP today. Totally bored. 3 minutes past. *tick tock tick tock* I wanna go home to my HOUSE! Time check – 4.37pm! I can’t believe I survived another day of just sitting around and doing nothing much in the afternoon. Neck hurts, shoulders hurt. WHAT THE HELL. Is it bit too early to pack up? Haha. It’s only 4.47pm. Whee. I know go pee. Time check – 5.55pm. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE … 5 more min. Ok. Should pack up discreetly. Haha.

Dark Darker DARKER

2008-11-21T15:20:00.001+08:00

Standing in the queue of Myer’s fitting room. Waiting for an empty fitting room. Staring at the mirror in front of me.
0_0
Horror of horror. I realized my legs have gone darker at least 5 shades! Pulled up the sleeve of my jacket and stare at my hands. They also did grew darker a couple of shades!
0_0
The point is … How the hell did I grew darker if I am always in my suit? Which means long sleeve. Which means sleeve cover my hands. Which means my hands have no contact with the sun. SO WHY IN THE WORLD DID THEY GREW DARKER?! Oh well, as long as freckles stop appearing on my face I don’t really give a shit about me growing darker. Actually I kinda like it. But I am just amazed how I grew dark without exposing my arms to the sun? And I am amazed by the sun over in lala land. Just a short 6 mths and I grew darker. No wonder people over here often get skin cancer. Need to learn to put sunblock on my body as well.

*bleah*

So mafan one. Hiaz. Why do I have to be a girl?

Rainbow After The Storm

2008-11-20T11:37:00.001+08:00

I have expressed my wishes.
I have made up my mind.
Just a matter of when.
I have no regrets.
But I am apprehensive.
What will happen from then now?
But at least I know, no matter what happens I have the people closest to my heart with me.
I guess to me that is all that matters.

There’s always a rainbow after the storm.

Mental Breakdown

2008-11-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

Why can’t things be simple?
Be just black and white?
Be clearly defined?
Why is it that there is there always a consideration of what others said?
What is the best for me?
What has God planned?
Everything happens for a reason. So what is the reason for me?
Where is the final place I should be at?
So many questions and yet NO answers.
Left alone to try to answer the questions.
Mentally and emotionally confused.
I think I am at the brink of insanity.
My only entertainment and job at work is staring and animating the Dog Assistant in Microsoft Office. -_-
A new high in my life!
Sanity is going to be out of the window soon.
Mental breakdown can be foreseen in January when I return.

Silent Call for Help

2008-11-12T13:25:00.003+08:00

That's currently my status. But nobody seems available to lend a helping hand! Soon I will be drowned and gone. I hate feeling stupid. But it seems that I really am!

My call to God to give me wisdom doesn't seem to help.

See you world.

Thinking Back

2008-11-06T07:52:00.002+08:00

- Only Time Will Tell -

"Congrats" that's the most common word I been hearing for the past few days.

BUT...

Should I really be happy over it? Should I really be over the moon? Should I really be glad that I got it? Should I really be excited?

SHOULD I . . . ?

I really have absoulately NO idea! I am filled with uncertainties myself, in the midst of the "Congratulations" from others who seem more excited than me.Will it actually mean a better future? Will it actually mean a better life? Will it actually mean a happier me?

WILL IT . . . ?

*shrugs*ONLY TIME WILL TELL . . .
Sunday, December 17, 2006-12/17/2006 01:07:00 PM

The above is an entry written almost a year back after I got my PR. Now looking back, here I am in Perth working. I want to conclude that I am NOT MUCH HAPPIER here. Or rather I am more miserable here. I seriously miss my family (Mummy & Daddy) I really do. I guess a working life and student life was different. I thought I would be happier here because of the lifestyle I had in Perth when I was studying. I keep telling Felicia that I wanna go back since I came over. I was really miserable. The last straw was when Jin's parents came and left. Their prescence gave the family feel to the whole house and when they are gone my heart left with them too. My conclusion is I will just hang on for 1 more year (if I can really tahan til then) and try to save as much money as possible and by the next CNY 2010 I will be back in Singapore for good. I cannot give a f about my PR anymore. It doesn't matter if I have it or not when I am in misery.

So that's my conclusion on my future.

Justified Purchase

2008-09-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

I am going to buy the most worthy purchase of my life on Saturday! It will provide me with endless entertainment at no cost! Doesn't it sound so worthy!? I am so excited that I can't wait for Saturday to come! *twirls around in excitement*

Learning

2008-09-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

I must learn to do things alone.
I must learn not to be dependent.
I must learn not to be cynical.
I must learn to not take things personnally.
I must learn to be more outgoing.
I must learn ...
I must learn ...
I must learn ...
Do I have to?

LUST

2008-05-10T22:02:00.001+08:00

I am eyeing this. Should I? It cost a hand and leg.

New Love of My Life

2008-05-08T02:04:00.003+08:00

I bought his album today. Although $20.90 to an unemployed person is damn alot of money but whatever. But seriously I think albums nowadays are getting from bad to worst. The last album I bought was quite a couple of years ago I still remember the lyrics went in a booklet with a lot of photos of the artise. But when I eagerly open his album and look at his lyrics "book" or rather lyrics paper there was only a couple of shots of him. :( I think CD sales must be quite bad. The Music Junction in Jurong Point has suddenly turned bit pasar malam-ish. The albums are just randomly placed on the table! 0_o They did not have a new piece and I was tad disappointed because the edges are bit crumpled. I was looking for another album but was unable to find it at Music Junction and Popular. Seriously I used to remember Music Junction to be always full of all albums but now ... I think those cheap China imports seriously has a great impact.

Nevertheless, he's still CUTE! Love his smile

張棟樑 *hugs*

*mental note* - Go back Perth and ask those East Malaysia peeps if any of them are friends with him!

The decomposition begins from now on ...

2008-05-08T01:50:00.005+08:00

*BOO HOO HOO* blogger gone wrong and my post is GONE! GONE! PUTT! NUT! ZERO! Whatever cannot be bothered to rethink what I typed earlier. Anyway it's of no importance. In short, CPA exam is over and decomposition starts from today! I LOVE MY LIFE AS OF NOW! Will start worrying about job hunt in 2 weeks time!

Days of My Unemployment

2008-05-02T13:24:00.012+08:00

Been ages since I logged in. So much has happened yet to come and think of it in some ways nothing much has happen. (If anyone gets the dilema of a gemini .. *shrugs)

Upload the pix in my cam. A form of recap of my life after leaving the miserable company.

22.03.08 - Horton with Pat and Plushism exhibition

Watched Horton with Pat and after that we proceeded to her friend's exhibition. The plush items are all hand sewen by the Japanese designer. I bought an apple to support them. Although I think it cost a bomb but it's cute. They even give the apply "protector".

26.03.08 - KTV with Pat

To celebrate my new found freedom, met Pat to go KTV! It happened to be her last day of freedom before she starts her trainning for work.

29.03.08 - KTV with Nikki

KTV session again. Early in the morning head to Jurong East. Felt so kiasu - I was actually queuing outside K-Box 0_0. Unbelievable. Had fun crooning away with my darling housemate. :) Miss those times that we spent in Garden Street. Playing mahjong til the birds wake up. Having late night dinners. Waking up after noon etc etc. Those were the days. :( No pictures because Nikki said "Not as if I will not see you again".

31.03.08 - Dinner with GB peeps

Had dinner with those GB peeps. Dawn, Esther, Sharon and Candice. We actually know each other for like 10-11 years! Unbelievable! Feel so old. As I was unemployed at that point of time dinner was held at the fish head bee hoon coffeeshop in Holland. No pictures as well as we just eat talk laugh and left.

Before dinner went for my last facial and bloody hell i spent $150 because I misunderstood the girl's cantonese. *heart bled* Facial took so long that I was late and had to take a cab down to Holland (Reads: CBD and Peak Hour charges) *heart bled*

12.04.08 - Lunch with Jasmine, her hubby,

Ashley, Ashley's bf, Little Kai Xin

Met up with Jasmine and Ashley after ages. Little Kai Xin is almost 1 year old! How time flies. Had Japanese buffet at Vivo City. Did not eat much as I was going to have the same Japanese buffet later in the night to celebrate Sandora's birthday.

Had lunch at Hanabi. Taken while waiting for the rest to arrive.

The adorable Kai Xin. She's damn cute.

She looks so much like her father.

She's gonna have a sibling soon. :)

Ashley. Going to get married soon!!! I feel so unloved :(

Group shot. Jasmine (Soon to be mummy again),

Ashley ( Soon to be married) & Jeslyn (Unwanted lao char bo)

It was really hard to do a group shot. When Kai Xin looks good the adults look bad. When the adults look ok Kai Xin looks bad. But due to vanity decided we should just put the better picture of the adults.

12.04.08 - Sandora's Birthday Celebration at Hanabi Crown's Centre

with Pam, Pam's mum, Sandora and Esther

Had Japanese Buffet at Crown's Centre to celebrate Sandora's birthday. Bought her a hairband and headband. Hopefully she likes it. Did not take any picture as we were all too busy stuffing ourselves. Pam took some food photos which was posted on facebook. After dinner I swore I will stay away from Japanese for at least 1 month. Eat so much sashimi til I wanna puke.

15.04.08 - Mummy's Birthday Celebration at Hog's Breath @ Chijmes

Hog's Breath Cafe Singapore

Mummy & Me. Looks damn bad b'cos I was having a massive headache :(

My dinner. Which ended up in the toilet bowl

after swimming in my stomach for 2 hours.

After I got home. Headache got worst and felt like puking. As usual I hate the "wanna puke" feeling so I went to the toilet and puke out my dinner. Ate 4 panadols because everytime I eat my panadol I puke them out. Waste of money and beautiful steak :(

20.04.08 - Pedicure & Movie Session with Nikki

Headed to Causeway Point to do our nails and catch housemate's handsome guy in Street Kings.

Not a bad movie but damn violent!

Pedicure is still surviving now. $33 well spent. Makes me feel better and removes all the dead skin on my feet.

That's all I done since I become unemployed. Very unexciting but no complains cos I am happy lazing around at home watching drama. And I learnt it is actually possible to spend only $30 a week with remaining if I stay at home everyday! :) Just received $150 from the govt. That can last me 5 weeks if I rot at home!

Nikki loaned me 2 taiwan drama. And I fall in love with Sonria Pasta. Zhang Dong Liang looks so cute. He has damn nice smile. He is coming to Singapore. I should go buy his new album. Not a bad deal afterall it's a compilation of his old songs with a couple of new ones. :)

That's all for my life. That's why I say so much has happen yet nothing much had really happened. Nothing exciting. I love staying at home!

Couch Potato

2008-02-24T11:40:00.002+08:00

With lousy Sunday telly program and no series to watch. I am currently watching

Spongebob Square Pants now! 0_0 Feels quite retarded. But there's seriously nothing better to watch. *bleah* Mediacorp needs to revamp the Saturday and Sunday programs. Spongebob Square Pants is seriously quite retarded. BUT there's nothing to watch :( I should go and buy new TVB drama.

Nostalgic

2008-02-21T15:39:00.002+08:00

Refusing to work hard at work. I decided to go back to my old blog and read through the entries. Warm feelings fill me. I snarled at some entries and memories of my uni life flooded my mind. The times whereby all I do is go uni, go church, go shopping and sleep is so far away. Celebrating 22nd birthdays and this year I am gonna be 24! What the fuck. I really think time is passing too fast. But on the other hand, I need time to fly so that I can leave this hell hole soon.

Irony of life!

Contradictions of life!

I do not want to grow up. How I wish I can remind in my early 20s and all I do is take money from Daddy & Mummy FOREVER! Ok ok. Maybe if I win the $10 million TOTO tonight I can do it. *CROSS FINGERS & TOES* and pray very very very hard. No need to win all. Maybe just $2 million will do.

*chant*

growl

2008-02-02T10:26:00.001+08:00

I am pissed.

Is it that hard to spare a friend a few hours of time to meet up? If you can't make it then you should not have even made plans with me.

*GROWLS*

Whatever. . . . . . I really cannot be bothered. I am just going to end up friendless.

Oh well ...

Should just count down to Chinese New Year and try to be HAPPY!

Friends

2008-01-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

I think I had just lost a couple of friends.
But I guess it's just part and parcel of life hey.
No more unhappiness and saddness that I used to feel in the past.
I think I just learnt that in life, you are never really in your friends' minds/heart.
I learnt to take it lightly.
You keep some, you lose some!
It's just the cycle of life.
Although it sucks big time.
But I learnt to take it as it comes.
Not going to bother to try to save it.
It's just life.

2007-12-31T12:47:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm saying this ... but I kinda miss China.

No idea why. But I kinda miss the country. Maybe it's just the "holiday mood" that I am missing. And that something there.

Why must everything come to an end?

Stalker

2007-12-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

I am turning into a stalker!
*evil grinz*
Should I add my target on MSN?! But seem bit weird. Out of the blue some random person add you on MSN.
*evil grinz*
* evil MUHAHA laughter*

Countdown

2007-12-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

11 more days to the end work for 2007 ...
12 more days to Jasmine's ROM ... (the girl finally gets to be legally married)
15 more days to China trip ...
17 more days to Christmas ... (which I will be in China)
23 more days to the end of 2007 ...

One year has gone by and nothing much is achieved. So typical of my life :(

Friends

2007-11-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

New Addiction

2007-11-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

*DIGITAL SCRAP BOOKING* whee ... fun but damn time consuming ... MORE to come ... b'cos it takes too much time. Will do it over the weekend ... :)

Been spending too much money to entertain myself and filling my tummy. For the next 2 weeks NO more unnecessary spending! Otherwise, I can seriously just WINDOW SHOP in Xiamen.

Misusing Your Friends!

2007-11-04T21:05:00.001+08:00

I can't believe that a "friend" actually made me call her boyfriend and said that I was the one who sms her a mushy sms which was sent by another guy! 0_0 Calling me 10 times when I am in the movies! Continue calling after I constantly reject the call. Telling me that you are in deep shit because of your own wrong doings! And making your friend cover your arse! 0_0 I guess 1 time is more than enough.
The "friend" should not really be considered a friend considering the fact that just 2 weeks ago, the "friend" has told me that she is single. Broke up with her ex and no longer attached! 0_0 Now suddenly a boyfriend has sprouted out of no where!
Oh did I mention that the boyfriend happens to be part of the BOYFRIENDS she currently has! 0_0 I realised that because the next day. The "ex-boyfriend" (whom I met once), whom claims that he is the BOYFRIEND, called me up and asked if his girlfriend is with me at that point of time and if she was with me yesterday night. I guess lying once is enough. I told him that I have not seen her for like almost 2 weeks! I reckon I have the right to tell the truth!

PLEASE DO NOT DRAG ME INTO YOUR TWO-TIMING SHIT! DON'T APPRECIATE "FRIENDS" WHO EXPECTS ME TO LIE FOR THEM. ESP WHEN THEY ARE TWO-TIMING.

I guess friends no more heh ... ... Why can't you just keep to 1 guy! I seem to get the idea why you seem not to have much girl friends! I see the light!

Late Night Dinner & Work Undone

2007-10-28T23:22:00.001+08:00

Dinner for today is Double CheeseBurger from Mackas! I guess this is something I will miss from Singapore when I moved back to Perth! Aussie don't serve this. *boo hoo hoo* Having that for dinner at 11pm doesn't seem to work well with my "Eat Well & Exercise Daily" plan. I guess I am allergic to exercise! When I decided to be healthy and go jogging every night, I fall sick! Din't they say that if you exercise daily you will be healthy?! Why is my nose stuffed and runny?! *dang*

The pile of papers I brought back from office on Friday is still sitting in the paper bag! Damnit! I have to at least do some. But I am really lazy. ARGHHHHHH ... Can I get another day MC? Haiz. Going back to work after 1 week of staying at home is like going to war. I hate it. Worst den going back to school on 2nd Jan. NEED TO DO WORK!

I am still ALIVE

2007-10-24T12:32:00.000+08:00

Been ages since I last blogged. Muhaha. More than a month. Wheeee ....

Recap of my life:

08.09.2007
Diaz's birthday. Met up with them and had lunch at Marmalade Pantry. Food's good. But service bit bad.

15.09.2007
Nikki's very very belated birthday meal. Headed to PS Cafe for brunch. Food's so so. But the place is really pretty. A pity that it was raining earlier and we ended up sitting inside. The view outside is so much better. But wet chairs and floor and humid air is not very jeslyn friendly!

18.09.2007
Daddy's birthday!!! Headed to Black Angus for dinner. Eat til nearly puked! But had good dinner with my family. But I had to wait for them for 1&1/2 hour 0_0! Took lots of photos with daddy's hardly used SLR.

22.09.2007
Catch up session with Esther and Sandra at Holland V. It's always good to catch up with both of them. Had lots of bitching and laughters. I LIKE ... Wonder what will life be when I go back Perth without them! :(

20.10.2007
Had a most uncomfortable lunch with the office peeps. It's not that the office peeps are meanies. But the boss is! And it sucks to have lunch with such a d.head! Oh well, farewell lunch for senior. Hope she will adapt to life in Shanghai!

23.10.2007
After ages, finally met up with Yvonne, Chuen & Cheryl! Wheeeee ... Had ice-cream at GreeenRidge. Atas area. Service is horrible. *bleah* But company was good. Took some photos but I realise that my phone has no infrared so can't send to com. Waiting for Yvonne to upload to facebook.

Now I am studying for my CPA paper which is TOMORROW!!! ARghhhhhh ... Getting butterflies in my tummy as I am typing this. Haha.

That sums out my events in my life for the past one month. I think it's damn boring. Haha. The rest of the time. It's just Work Tuition Eat Sleep Shit (although I hardly shit) Bitch. That's bout all ...

Kiasu-ism

2007-09-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

I realise that Singaporeans might not a willing kiasu citizen. It’s the environment and surroundings that forced us into one.
I never thought myself to be kiasu. I will never rush into the train before the others come off. Neither will I push myself in front of the doors of the train. I’m always at the side. I will like all the kiasu people enter first although I am always damn pissed off with their “cut queue” attitude. (I also reckon that when trying to get onto a bus or train, you should always stand behind the person that is already in the queue. And not just walk nearer to the door and enter the train/bus) However, after starting to commute to work with train make me more and more like a typical Singaporean! But I am forced by circumstances! If I don’t, I will never get onto the train. This means I will be stuck there for so long! I don’t have a choice! I am a victim of circumstances. *wtf* Public transport has made me a kiasu Singaporean! 0_0
The lethal combination of work and public transport has made me a much meaner and angrier person! I will always stare daggers at the person who refuse to move inwards, or the person who keeps leaning on me, or the person who leans on the whole bar, or … technically EVERYONE! I will spew vulgarities inside my heart about the person who cuts my “queue” or anyone who pissed me off! Gosh. Where’s the nice, patient and everything goes girl that used to live inside me?! ARGHHHH …. Working in Singapore has robbed me of my innocence and patience! (Although Roy will say that I have not much patience to start off with. BUT that’s beside the point!)

I AM NOW A MEANIE! All thanks to public transport! *wtf*

SHOPAHOLIC!

2007-09-03T12:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I amazed myself with my ability to shop in times where I am supposed to save money!
Saturday
Met EePei & Eileen after so so long. (It’s entirely my fault. Weekdays are totally burnt and the weekends they ask me out already have prior engagements or they have prior engagements) Oh well, WE FINALLY MANAGED TO MEET UP!
Damages for the day:
1. Black chicken soup at Jalan Besar - $4.50
2. Lunch at Cafe Cartel – approximately $22.00
3. Top from Mark & Spencer - $25
4. Bag from Charles & Keith - $28.80
5. Bag from GG5 - $54.60
6. Top from some shop in Marina - $42.30
7. Tea cum dinner at Coffee Club – approximately $18.00
8. Eileen’s bday present – approximately $25

Total damages = $220.20
A whopping $220 GONE in a day! 0_0 Yes yes. Notice the item 1 and 2. I had 2 lunches!?! No wonder I am growing sideways! And yes yes items 4 and 5 are BAGS! Which mean I bought 2 bags in a day! But they are on SALE! The GG5 bag I wanted for ages it’s finally on 30%! So must grab even though I bought the Charles & Keith bag 10 minutes ago! And I did not take into account that EePei & Eileen bought me another NIKE bag for bday present! SO I went home on Saturday with 3 bags!?! So think mummy will nag non-stop at me with regards to the bags! Oh and and ... SUNTEC AREA was FREAKING CROWDED! EePei forgot bout COMEX when she decided that we shld meet in City Hall.

Sunday
Met Benedicte & Angela for lunch. After lunch, we needed to exercise so off we went shopping AGAIN! I was slightly more friendly to my bank account but I still spent *smacks head*
Damages for the day:
1. Lunch at BakerzInn - $33.00
2. Skirt from Mark & Spencer - $30
3. Lacotse shirt for Diaz’s bday - $109 (to be shared by 3 so my share is $36)
4. Ornament to decorate the Charles & Keith bag - $5.00
5. Dinner from McDees - $8.50

Total damages = $112.50
0_0 I am broke. I shld survive on peanuts for the whole month. Oh and I forgot to mention that Marks & Spencer overcharged me $2.00 for my shirt. The tag was priced at $23.00 but I was charged at $25.00.

Lalala ... Mummy shldn’t go on holiday without me. B’cos with her around I will tend to TRY to stay at home on Sat & Sun. *boo hoo hoo* It’s her fault that I blew $332.70 in one weekend! *GURPS*

881

2007-08-15T11:01:00.000+08:00

A normal MSN conversation between me and my cuzzie ended up with a last min urge to watch movie. Wanted to be speedster and offer to watch the 12 midnight 881 at Jurong Point and the time check was 11.30pm. Cuzzie thought that it was too rush. Suggested Vivocity was all ready to go but lo and behold the car is kidnapped by the sneaky brother who came back at 11.30pm and left the house at 11.35pm! *diao* Always just come home to sneak the car out. Technically I doubt he even came upstairs to the house b'cos he has a set of car keys.

So cuzzie drove instead. We were suppose to catch the 12.30am show at Vivo but we left the house bout 11.45pm. Cuzzie was so worried that she cannot reach there in time (she's not a steady driver) but we did! With 10 min to spare, but this 10 min is spent trying to find the way up to GV b'cos Vivo is closed! We entered the cinema panting! 0_0 super unglam and the most irritating thing is the show started at 12.45am! GO DIE. STUPID ADVERTS and mind you the adverts are meaningless. Not even trailers. TIME WASTER!

The show was GOOD! Funny! Retardly funny! Muhaha. Esp the Qi Yu Wu's robbery part. Muhaha. But well it has its share of tears and sobby details. In conclusion, it's quite a good movie!!! Although Royston Tan has queer way of putting across things. But it's good. And I saw the ex-ados from the hotel in the movie. It was a 2sec thing but I laughed when I saw his picture. Muhaha. Save money on extras.

After spending $9.50 on the movie, ex-colleagues from hotel told me that staff price for the movie is $1.00 ONLY! 0_0 Is box office that bad?!

Oh well ... I still think it's worth watching though I spent most of my time reading subtitles and the "yo ar yo ar yo ar yo ... " song thingy is stuck in my head!

taggy tag tag

2007-08-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts abt yourself. People who get tagged must write it in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I HATE, TOTALLY CANNOT STAND, WILL NOT AND CANNOT allow a cat to be 5m vicinity of me.

2. I will suddenly have the urge to cry. And tears will welled up in my eyes.

3. I LOVE to complain.

4. I don't eat chicken feet (cos I think it's damn dirty) but I love century eggs (which is fermented with piss) 0_0

5. I only made 2 girls friends in JC and they are the only people I keep in constant contact with. 0_0 (pathetic life)

6. I make funny faces to myself on the train

7. I don't eat beansprout!

8. I don't eat broccoli and cauliflowers b'cos I think worms will be hidden inside!

9. I call broccoli SCARY VEGGIE

10. I think everything about me is weird!

People I tag:

- Everyone who reads this (which I reckon is less than 6 people. Muhaha)

- LUST -

2007-08-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

I want a new phone. I cannot stand the retardedness of the stupid N-series of Nokia!!! *doh* Waits 7 sec to unlock the phone! Waits for something to happen and realise that it hang. 0_0

I want the Samsung U600!?! *drools* The Samsung shop has a similar one but it's the E series. And it's cheaper. But cannot seem to find what is the difference between them and apparently the mobile shops don't sell the E series one. Oh well ... Point is I WANT THE NEW SAMSUNG PHONE!?! *drools*

Should I buy it next month?! Or should I wait another month and buy it in Oct after I get slightly richer. Haiz. TEMPTATION!

- side note: stupid nose is block and I can't breathe for nuts. So bloody irritating. Sick twice in last than 2 weeks!!!!!!! And my face is like red with bumps all around it. Totally unsure if it is allergy reaction or break out!?! *GROWLS*

Getting Old

2007-07-29T13:28:00.000+08:00

Just a mere 7 years ago, a normal conversation with friends will be like ...
"Ok, can go anywhere but just have to be home by 10pm. So we taking train or bus?"

At a blink of an eye, fast forward to present, a normal conversation to meet up with a friend will go like ...
"Ermmm ... Anywhere is fine but will only be able to meet after 10pm. So you driving or I driving?"

0_0 *diao* I AM REALLY OLD LIAO ... Signs of getting old. We no longer have curfews and it's no longer bus or MRT. Gosh. Is there a machine whereby I can freeze time or turn back time?!

Just a thought that sprang to my mind when I met Yvonne for supper yesterday. Just came to the realization that we are all so busy that shopping in the day, lunch or dinner is no longer an option to us. The only "free" time we have for our friends are SUPPER TIME. No wonder we are all getting fat!?! Too much prata at 11pm!!!

... brrrrrrrrrrrr ...

2007-07-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

*shivers* It's freezing cold in the office. And I was wet earlier in the morning. I am super cold. But my jacket is back at home b'cos I simply wore it home on Monday and forgot to bring it back.

I can feel myself getting sick. Was already having a slight fever on Mon and this morning's caught in the rain act and now super power aircon. I quite sure I am falling sick.

Oh well .. .. My aim is that hopefully I really do get sick on Friday. Take a sickie and have a long weekend. *cross fingers*

... ... back to boring work ... ... :(

Flying Time

2007-07-09T23:46:00.001+08:00

- Flying time -

At a blink of an eye, the day has ended.
0_0||
Where has all my time gone? I have yet to relax and it's already 10 minutes to 12 midnight!
0_0||
Time oh time . . . Where are you?
0_0||
I miss slacking at home watching tv and sleeping so much til I am exhausted.
0_0||
Another start of a dreadful working day . . .
0_0||
Oh well . . .

2007-07-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

- Flying time -

2007-07-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

- Piggy Bank -

Time to start putting $2 into my piggy bank everyday. Candice just mentioned that she will most prob be going to the States for a holiday. So with all the outlets and cheap Coach. I shld start saving up for my first "branded" bag!!!

Option 1:LEATHER LARGE GALLERY TOTE USD$458

Quite a nice one. But looks abit auntish.

Option 2:

MANDY LEATHER COURIER . . . but it's a WHOPPING USD798!!!

Gosh! Need to stop eating lunch to afford that!!!

Or shld I just go for their Classic Soho bag? But it's a tad too small. Abit just shopping bag. Hardly put much crap. *mental note - need to stop putting so much crap in my bag. Shoulders are starting to act everyday* But I want a leather one. Don't really fancy their canvas print one.

Oh well . . . No matter what I will need to start feeding my piggy bank if I want any one of the bags by Dec! And to think that I want a new digi cam!?! Eyeing the Casio-Exilim series. So small and thin. *slurps*

Too much temptation. Need to stay at home and quarantine myself!!

CONTROL JES CONTROL!

2007-06-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

- Lousy Acting -

Watching Jay Chou crying in Initial D. It's funny til the max lah!!!!! Super lousy acting! Muhaha. The kanna scolding by mummy look with the pouty lips. Muhaha. And the closing the eyes for more that 15 sec while driving. Like his grandfather's road! >_<

Oh well it's his first movie and it's Edison that's the DROOL FACTOR. *slurps*

2007-06-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

- Common Sense 101 -

Lesson to be learnt when taking public transport:
- Note that if the bus stop you are at has a bus that goes to your hse. Use your brain to think that it might be in the opposite direction and not that the bus route might have changed.

Cost of the lesson:
- $7.00 taxi ride home during peak hour when I am super broke >_<||

jes jes . . . where are your brains?

Ulu ulu . . .

2007-06-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

You know very well that you are really staying at the end of the world when even TAXI UNCLES tell you this straight in your face "Wo xiao mei, ni zhu heng ni mian hor? Wei shen mo hai yao zhu zhe li?" (loosely translated as: Woa, you stay damn far in. Why are you still staying here?) 0_0
Quite bad coming from taxi uncles who go like everywhere. And to make it worst from different taxi uncles consecutively in a row!?!

*humph* I stay at world's end. No wonder nobody loves me enuff to visit me. *boo hoo hoo*

2007-05-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

- ALL THAT I SEE . . . EVERYDAY -

This is what I surround myself with almost everyday. Photos were stolen snapshots last week at client's place. I was alone there for almost the whole week. Boring!!! Nobody to talk too. Nothing to do. Nothing to see except papers and invoices. 0_0 Trying to catch my forty winks without being caught.

Back to office this week. And FINALLY TGIF. Weekend coming up with nothing planned. But at least I don't have to face the nigao boss. *bleah*

On another note . . . Every time I see them together. I feel a tug in my heart. Have I not learnt to let go of him? If this continues on I think in time to come I will have a heart seizure. :(

MADDNESS WORLD

2007-05-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . . .

For God's sake, can't the stupid accounts just bloody hell balance!?!!?!?!?!?!

I AM REALLY GOING MAD!

Don't even work so hard during exams time! Freaking hell. I am just an auditor why can't the bloody accounts balance!?! It's really driving me mad and depriving me of sleep!!!

Arghhhh . . . .

*pulls hair*

Cafe De Marl

2007-05-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

12.05.2007

After the rainy afternoon, when the skies cleared later in the evening I headed down to Sentosa. First attempt to drive into Sentosa is scary.

Headed to Cafe De Marl with the Hotel gang. Had great fun bitching & gossiping about the other pple.

Candice's 23rd Birthday

2007-05-17T08:37:00.000+08:00

09.05.2007

Surprise birthday dinner at Secret Garden. Organised by Bryan. Secret Garden is really damn "secret"! Can't even see any sign outside. Thank goodness that one of the interns at my office stays opposite Secret Garden. Natalie got lost.

Anyway, finally got a chance to have a "Zhu" gathering. Natalie came down after work and Kelwin came down from Expo after exams.

Photos are all just me, Kelwin & Natalie. Candice is engaged entertaining guest. Haha. Had a group photo but yet to receive from Candice yet. Quality of photos a bit chak chak b'cos it is taken with my phone.

???

2007-05-11T15:56:00.000+08:00

Why is it that I cannot open up blogger on my home's lappie? The alightment is wrong! Which means I cannot blog at home!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY? Someone please enlighten me.

Things You Do At Work

2007-05-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

Things one do at work:

1. Make use of your lappie's built in cam to take stupid pictures

2. Surf the net

3. Make use of the calculator to count down to the seconds before I am leave. (1,260 seconds more and still counting)

4. BLOG

And most importantly . . . try not to get caught! By growing eyes at your back!

. . . . 1,200 seconds more . .. . I AM GOING CRAZY!

Boredom

2007-05-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

Boredom from work can kill!
I think I am in the wrong industry!
I need to audit my brain!
Overwhelming figures and papers!
Boredom Kills!
BEWARE!

Greener Pastures

2007-05-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

Blog has moved! And the only reason for the moving is because I have forgotten the password to the other account! Password recovery does not work b'cos the email registered with that account is the stupid iinet (australia) accountant which is dsyfunctional for like almost a year!?! *dang* What an airhead.

*bleah*
Well hopefully with a new address & a new boring job I will blog more about my already boring life.

Verbal Rumblings

Weird Stares

Sickness & Health

I should ...

Twenty 0 Ten

Random Thought

Misery

Pizza Mania

Multi-purpose

Post to Myself

You reap what you sow

Randoms

Update

Baby I am coming back to all these ...

Best Purchase of the Year *Back-Dated*

Monolague

Dark Darker DARKER

Rainbow After The Storm

Mental Breakdown

Silent Call for Help

Thinking Back

Justified Purchase

Learning

LUST

New Love of My Life

The decomposition begins from now on ...

Days of My Unemployment

Couch Potato

Nostalgic

*growl*

Friends

Stalker

Countdown

Friends

New Addiction

Misusing Your Friends!

Late Night Dinner & Work Undone

I am still ALIVE

Kiasu-ism

SHOPAHOLIC!

881

taggy tag tag

- LUST -

Getting Old

... brrrrrrrrrrrr ...

Flying Time

Ulu ulu . . .

MADDNESS WORLD

Cafe De Marl

Candice's 23rd Birthday

???

Things You Do At Work

Boredom

Greener Pastures

Best Purchase of the Year Back-Dated

growl