Mental Breakdown

Why can’t things be simple?
Be just black and white?
Be clearly defined?
Why is it that there is there always a consideration of what others said?
What is the best for me?
What has God planned?
Everything happens for a reason. So what is the reason for me?
Where is the final place I should be at?
So many questions and yet NO answers.
Left alone to try to answer the questions.
Mentally and emotionally confused.
I think I am at the brink of insanity.
My only entertainment and job at work is staring and animating the Dog Assistant in Microsoft Office. -_-
A new high in my life!
Sanity is going to be out of the window soon.
Mental breakdown can be foreseen in January when I return.