Update

December has come and gone in a flash. (To think of it, January is even coming to an end soon)
The frustration and endless work before I leave for Sunny Island was all forgotten once I step foot in Sunny Island.
Still quite firm on wanting to go back Sunny Island for good.
But I learnt not to close my doors.
I will give myself until July to see if I can bear to stay for another year (so that I can renew my PR for the next couple of years)
But all that I can say now is the want to go back to Sunny Island for good this July is still growing strong.
But I guess I am not so resilient as I was in December. At least I am giving 'staying for 2 years' a thought.
We will see how it goes in this next 6-7 months.

It is going to be really tough as Chinese New Year is drawing near.
The last time I did not spend Chinese New Year in Sunny Island was like my first year in Australia. I still remember vividly that I was so miserable that I told myself that I MUST definitely go back for Chinese New Year in the next few summers to come. Which I did. Until now.
I am really regretting choosing to go back during December instead of CNY.
Nevertheless, China trip was good. But at this point of time. The lure of Chinese New Year was far greater. I guess if I could go back in Dec and Jan will be the BOMB!
Sadly I can't and there's freaking nothing I can do about it.

Life sucks and I just have to suck it!